1. It's another Sunday! I attended a family meeting re the fish store business and was able to understand/clarify the details with some explanations given. Looks like things are getting better for the family.
2. Sent Bob and Joey to swimming class. The rest of the children took turns at playing badminton in the court near the swimming pool. They sure had fun.
3. I decided to grief no more as I sent an sms to my ex informing him that I am shutting him out of my life for good now. I cried out loud after I text him and just let my anger and sadness fill me up, hopefully once and for all, with tears streaming down my face non-stop, wetting my pillow as I struggle to shut his image out of my mind. I managed to climb back into bed after many rounds of solitaire. Just didn't realise how tough it is to be strong until the truth finally sinked into my sub-conscious. It's been a battle where I was emotionally stabbed and wounded badly time and again that I told myself it's time I put a stop to getting hurt by him again before I reach a non-reversible all time high miserable state-of-mind! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Emm... maybe I'll get a pet to lick the wounds ... There is no turning back now. Good luck dude. You can do it! YESSSSSS I can do it!
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